I'm embarking on a journey. It's one of the toughest journeys I will ever take. Even I cannot fathom just how difficult until I make it through to the other side. If I make it through, that is. Maybe I'll be lost forever. If I come through the other side I'll probably be a different person. I hope that I am a better person, and a better friend. If I'm not, let me tell you ahead of time that I'm sorry.